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  1. The review for winter quarter with the outside reviewers was not entirely helpful. I am not sure what I think. I think they liked my videos but at the same time they only liked one of them and still told me how I could make it better. I do not expect anyone or everyone to like any, let alone all of my art but I did feel a little misguided as to what I was supposed to gain from the experience. I even feel weird talking about it. Maybe I got nothing from it. Maybe it is only for me and there is no possible way to explain to someone outside of my head in a way that will be completely understandable.
    I did feel that Nik (?) had some good ideas, comments, etc. regarding my video and what kind of new directions I could ponder and perhaps incorporate into future ideas. But when it came to my painting I completely regretted even showing it to them! I think it hurt that he called my painting “muddy”. Neither he nor B liked either of my paintings. That is fine though. That is their opinion. My own father does not like my painting or my digital art for that matter. What does matter deep in my own heart is if I like it. Especially after I am criticized if I can still love my final product and want to keep making more then perhaps that is truly all that matters.
    It did hurt, their comments and not getting an ego boost, but I don’t think constantly having my ego stroked is good for me anyway. It would make me soft if everyone only gave me positive comments. I would probably grow lazy and overconfident. I would stop being so hungry to try to make things better. Maybe that will come later. But for now bring on the pain and the difficulties! That is what I am paying for. Then again I am sometimes the hardest person to please as well as my own worst critic.


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